Should I write? Should I not? Should I think thoroughly about every word I want to put down before putting them down? Would that be honest? If I am being honest than I am just keeping myself busy because I am waiting for my episode of Pretty Little Liars to load because my wifi is wifuckingslow.
I can’t tell anyone how long it has been since I’ve actually taken a break to just be in my own head. Even if it will only be for the next 17 minutes or so. It feels exactly like when you leave for a trip and you come back home and you’re overwhelmed by a sense of familiarity but also a sense of surreal distance - like when you dream of your house but it’s not really your house? Yeah? Well, that is exactly what it’s like.
It takes so little.
